Monday, August 23, 2010

Wow! It's been a long time ever since I last blogged. Well.. Life has been pretty much going on well. Nothing special or dramatic happened. It's the Youth Olympic Games season now. Many pretty and good looking athletes! It's an honor to actually be a part of it. I've enjoyed myself a lot at the Youth Olympic Village. Although what I'm helping out isn't that interesting, I'm happy to be able to teach those people how to fold an origami. Looking at their smiles after they have completed just give me a sense of satisfactory.
Today is my evil twin,Rachel's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! Have a blessed day and I wish that everything goes well everyday! I love you <3
It's 2.20am now. So late but I can't get to sleep. I wish everything goes well with all my friends. I miss them so much! Looking at the pictures taken when we were in secondary school,the times we hang out and many others. I wish I could see them now and give them a big tight hug. Thank you for being my friends these past years! You've brought me many memories back in the past. Guess life still moves on and we still have many more obstacles to go through.
Well well well.. I wish that something will happen in my life. It's so dull. I should find myself in me and be the way i want to be. Alright,I shall end it off here. Goodnight fellow mates ^^

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Hi hi! For the past few days, I've been feeling so caught in be
tween with work and school. So many projects to submit yet there is so little time. I feel so stressed up! Gosh,can someone kill me? I feel so bad to my project mates,I really do. I need to come up with solutions to solve this problem. Guess I have to cancel my plans with my friends and start on doing the project diligently.
I'm sorry friends ): I'm sorry for all the broken promises.
HGF,I'm sorry that I couldn't hear your sorrows today. Be strong!
Serangoon Garden with Alaine,Constance and Angelina :



Monday, June 7, 2010

Gosh,my heart beats when i talk to you. Is it still there or am i thinking too much? It's weird. But,i'm happy i finally had the guts to talk to you. But whatever it is,i think i just miss talking to you. No feelings.
Well.. I've been feeling down these days. Don't know why neither. I guess I would be fine soon but not now. Going out with Mich,Jas and Mel later on (: Happy ttm! Cause it's been awhile since i went to sing. Woohoo~ FINALLY THE DAY HAVE COME!
Been working during the weekends. I'm sick of it actually. To add on,my mummy wants me to quit. But the problem is,they are short of manpower and i don't have the courage to tell them i wna quit. You can say i'm coward of whatever,but i just don't dare to do it. On a lighter note,i love the people there. So i guess there is still a little bit of motivation going to work.
Met up with Angelina,Constance and Alaine for frolick and chomp chomp! Not bad not bad though.
Oh wellss.. it would be so great if holiday lasted for a month or so. I wish! Kinda miss 1k06 though ):
R,i feel like saying this to you,i love you! Thank you for always listening to my problems. You're kinda the only person I can talk to. Thank you very much! (:
Not forgetting V,M and M! Love you girls.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

wheeeeeee~ FINALLY MST IS OVER! OVER! Well well well, holiday time now. No plans yet :( which is a sad thing. All i know is, i have to work pretty much every weekends. Project meet ups too! Damn, i really want to finish them up as soon as possible so i don't have to think about it so much. Let's talk about mst, no time to really think of what answers to put down on the piece of paper. Practically rushing through the papers except for RHT.
Ugh, i wish life was easier on me sometimes. Alright, no sad post now. Sentosa tmr!!! :D whoohoo!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

DEAR LORD,PLEASE HELP MY BROTHER TO RECALL WHAT HE HAVE LEARNT FOR HIS EXAMS TOMORROW. AMEN!

Thursday, April 29, 2010

I wonder what happened to my passion for dance a few years ago.. I used to love ballet a lot. Like really a lot. I didn't want to miss dance lessons when i was young if not i would get really mad. But as i grew older,i started to drift away and not turn up for classes. I started to miss every lesson and slowly,i stopped going. Which lead to disappointment to my parents. I wish i could turn back time. I want to dance again not feeling any shyness and be confident with what i'm doing. I wish i could do that. But it seems like my pride is taking over me. I miss dancing so much! :(
Shit me! I think I feel like killing myself. What happened to my courage and everything?! I'm lost. I feel like i don't know who i am anymore. There is more to it. I'm changing. And i don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. It just feels weird. Ugh! Have you ever felt like you don't know who you are anymore and just don't care about whatever that's happening around you? I feel like my heart isn't with me. Oh no,i feel like breaking into pieces right now. The lousy feeling that is taking over me.
I felt the sudden feel of loneliness tonight when i was going home. When my mind was blank today,i kinda took the wrong bus and just alighted somewhere. Then walked aimless to get a cab home. This is just one of the nights i guess. I hope for a better future!
Where is that someone when i need it? I need somebody to talk to. I need somebody to cry to. I need somebody to lend me that shoulder and tell me that everything is gonna be okay and tell me that they will be there for me no matter what happens. I need someone to guide me along this lonely path.
Everytime before i start typing on this keyboard,i have a lot of things to say. But when i start typing the first letter of each sentence,my mind would go blank and nothing comes out.
I wish tomorrow would be a better day. I really wish so. Why do i feel so unlove?